In the process hurting myself and those around me. Love Your Vibe came into my life in my darkest hour. The tools presented to me seemed “doable” and although I worked some of them, I truly didn’t commit to my journey of personal healing and self-love. Money was an issue, my marriage was all but falling apart and I couldn’t see out of the fog of resentment, anger, self-pity and self-loathing.
I realized, just over a year ago, that if my life was going to get better on ALL fronts, IT WAS UP TO ME!!!!! So I committed to doing the work. I committed to the journaling, personal development and self-care required to raise my vibration. Understand I still have dark days but now with my “Love your Vibe” tools the darkness doesn’t have its claws in me as deep and I can bring MYSELF out in less than a day!!! I recently experienced what Elvira calls a blessed breakdown, and boy did it snap something inside me! My best friend of 7 years whom I’ve known for 16 years cut me entirely out of her life…I mean BLOCKED me on everything! I was shocked! I knew we had been growing apart as my personal development was manifesting, and as she took on an extremely long distance and stressful job. I also believed that in time we would no longer remain the “best friends” we had once been, because I understand that the old…unless it changes with you will no longer serve the new and I knew as I started trusting myself, and not allowing others (her) to dictate my life, things would change, but never thought that my inner strength would push her to shut me completely out of her life. And to seal the deal she wrote a letter to end all letters and signed it “the friend who held out the longest”.
I think I can honestly say if this had happened 2 years ago I would have ended up in the hospital. I want you to know that ITS OK to leave behind the old...ALL the “old”, the behaviour, the friends, maybe even some family won’t like the blossoming new you…AND THAT’S OK! Truly it is… She was my first but perhaps not my last!! Upon the release of the bondages of this “friendship” I feel lighter, happier, the relationship with my husband and alcohol has changed overnight.
I believe that the tools gifted to me from Elvira and my own spiritual development brought me out on the other side of this in less than 3 weeks and the person that I am now… I feel it…it’s who I’ve always been meant to be…it’s who was always inside but I believed I wasn’t good enough to feel this good. I felt like I had to follow her “lead” because she was all knowing (how silly of me eh? I mean c’mon!!). The anger is gone, the resentment and self-loathing is GONE…my marriage is this beautiful flower that has finally gotten the nourishment it needed and its blossoming into a great love story. I trust my husband and more importantly I trust MYSELF. I listen to my “gut”. I no longer people please. I know I’m meant for more in this life and SO ARE YOU.
If you resonate with anything that I have shared, perhaps I can help…it would be my greatest honour to serve you during your journey and remind you of your greatness as Elvira reminded me. I’m no coach but a mentor YES and a constant work in progress! NAMASTE, Jennifer xoxo